I thought that I was stronger..
November 12, 2006You!
Yes.. you!
One in my mind always..
Stop bothering me today..
I need my concentration here..
I came here for my dream..
I came here for my parents..
I came here for myself..
And though I came here for you..
Doesnt mean you have to follow me all the way..
I need my time..
I need my space..
I need my heart..
I need my mind..
I need my strength today..
I need to put you aside for a while..
Sorry to say, dear..
You occupy a room on my mind and my heart too much..
Too much I cant think of anything else..
Sorry to say, dear..
Come again tomorrow ..
or later..
I need my whole thought today..
I’ll pay back the rent you gave me..
For the room you take in my mind and heart..
Give me just one free day ..
Away from you..
Please.. please.. please..
Just go and take a walk..
And leave me just alone..
For just one day..
And dont forget to take the whole you with you..
Or it will make me wandering around the room..
Trying to search the piece you left..
Oo, dear..
Sorry to say..
I’m fallen too deep for you..
Have I thrown my anchor away?
I forgot where I put it..
The moment I met you..
I lost my breath..
Suddenly forgot where I put my anchor..
I need it today..
To know where I stand..
Oo, dear..
Dont worry..
I still love you..
I still write you love letters on the stars..
I still save you a thousand kisses on the pillow..
I still left you a piece of Oreo Cheesecake I bought at Starbucks last night..
I still hold you tight under my blanket..
I still have your name in my every heartbeat..
I wonder why..
Is it because you’re my Zahir?
.:17.07:.
Dear..
I’m tired..
Trying to get rid of you for a day..
It didnt, doesnt, and wont work..
I just miss you so much..
::under a golden sky in Tokyo::
*Zahir, in Arabic, means visible, present, incapable of going unnoticed. It is someone or something which, oncewe have come into contact with them or it, gradually occupies our every thought, until we can think of nothing else. This can be considered either a state of holiness or of madness. -Encyclopedia of the Fantastic (1953), quoted from The Zahir, Paulo Coelho-
* Ooo.. I’m just so into this concept ..*
I miss her very much…please never get me out of her mind ..
… i need her to breath…
Paul Coelho said it’s Zahir. You introduce me with this concept and I’m agree. I found my rockstar, and you found hippo? Hahaha… meuni hippo pisssaaaan ateuh…
dita http://jaketbiru.blogspot.com
goio :: “baby, I’m crazy but I think I’m here to stay.. when my soul’s three thousand miles away..” -LA Blue-
.. rese nih blogger pake acara apgred2 beta segala..
dita :: hehehe.. abis dia suka nguap aja siiiii… inget hippopotamous gak siiiii?? satu lagi.. dita bisa milih identitynya other, terus masukin link blog dita disitu..
one fact you should know about hippopotamus: mereka itu almost all the time eek mulu!!!aduh ini ga mengacaukan orang yang pacaran lewat blog. maafkan ya maafkan. hihihi…
dita :: loh dit.. itu juga termasuk jadi alasan..
… goio :: gak dengg nyiill.. 
.. makanya pagi2 dong *******nya.. jangan malem2 pas lagi ceting.. kan bosen nungguin.. hihihi.. *.. dita lagi :: gak mengacaukan kok.. geuleuh aja ngomongin beginian di blog..hihihi
Hehehehe.. iya ni aku baru baca the zahir.. bacanya bikin terhanyut. Kayanya skrg tia bingung the zahirnya in a romantic way atw in term of madness ya.. hehehe..