a little bit of everything

… is easier said than done.

I used to list multi-tasking under strengths. Not anymore. Now, I think it kind of proves that one is easily distracted, potentially under-performed, and not focused.

No, I’m not talking about cooking, while texting, watching tv, and talking to someone at the same time. Well, even in activities as simple as those can be disastrous (at least for your cooking). I’m talking about multiple reports, writing academic papers, working on dissertation, making conference presentation slides, preparing for examinations… all with deadlines close to one another.

Me? I’m going crazy now. Ask G. He’s been complaining about my excessive complaints. And I fired back at him, “Don’t you dare complaining about me complaining! Grhhhh.” *evil eyes*. I wonder why he still loves me.

But people, I suggest you, never… list multitasking as a strength in an interview. At least not when you’re interviewing with me. *yeah, like that would happen

- Tokyo, 30 Oct 2011, on the verge of nerve-breakdown-

Aaagghh.. mo berkeluh kesah duluuuu. Kenapa sih nulis tesisnya gak dari dulu, noi?! Grrhhh… banyak yaaakkk yang musti ditulis.

Di sisi lain, sebenernya menanti2 juga pingin nulis disertasi, soalnya berasa selangkah lebih dekat menuju hari pembebasan… Gw terinspirasi oleh Arab Spring dan Libya, gw juga mau menuju Liberation Day, yeahh!! *hah?!*

Nah, tapinya, udah panik duluan nih ngeliat tanggal. Gyaa, kudu ngumpulin draft akhir November, within a month, dan bisa dibilang ini yang selesai baru 10%! Gyaa.. *tambah panik..* Hmm.. bagaimana dulu gw bisa melewati S1 dan S2 ya? *termenung*

Labil nih labil, antara panik dan excited, otaknya antara buntu dan penuh inspirasi buat nganalisis, antara cape dan ga bisa tidur, ah, random lah pokonya mah. Tapi tenang.. tenang.. karena Dia sudah menjamin kalo kita gak akan dapet cobaan yang melebih kemampuan kita. Jadi, pasti bisa. pasti lewat. benar benar? Jiee, gw positif amat yak?! Random emang..

Yah sudahlah, ini sebenernya gw mo nulis postingan macem2, tapi merasa bersalah, jadi gw mulai mposting lagi bulan Desember aja yaaa.. sebulan ini, blog, fesbuk, dan tuitter, (dan imelnya dikiitt), mo di-hibernasi-kan dulu. pemiliknya mo berjibaku dulu menuju Hari Pembebasan, yahooooooo..

Wish me luck!

PS: ini tampilan dashboard-nya wp jadi aneh begini, jadi bingung deh ae..