let me go..

Your voice is just to tender
And you ask for sweet surrender
I know you`re a pretender
Do you mind dear, I don`t need it!

My first, my last, my everything..

My first, my last, my everything,
And the answer to all my dreams.
You’re my sun, my moon, my guiding star.
My kind of wonderful, that’s what you are.

screw you bureaucracy!! I’m an Indonesian, you see?!

*mode MARAH on*

peringatan: postingan berikut mencantumkan kata2 umpatan yang cukup kasar.. mohon dimaklumi aja lah ya..

gw lagi terlanda rasa pengertian mengenai betapa susahnya negara kita maju in terms of penelitian. maksud dan tujuan utama dari penulisan postingan ini bukan untuk meng-argue bahwa penelitian dan menjadi itu penting ato enggak. ada yang berpendapat kaya gini, ada yang berpendapat sebaliknya.. well.. masing2 orang boleh punya kesimpulan sendiri.. itu mah terserah ajalah.. Yang jadi tujuan utama sebenernya adalah berbagi crita mengenai “susahnya mengadakan penelitian di Indonesia, sebagai orang Indonesia yang lagi blajar di luar negeri”.. grrhhh.

お国のため [O kuni no tame]

It’s horrifying to realize how much the price of war is. At battle field, there are only limited choices left. You wake up one minute, you have to choose, moving forward as a brave man, pulling backward as your winning strategy, staying just where you stand as a coward -or so they say-. Eitherway, life and death are somewhere in between. The thing is, you never know in which choice you take does death awaits. It follows and haunts every single step you made, that what you can think and feel of is only your very basic animal instinct, to survive. Some of those fighters may have had strong idea on what they are doing, whilst some others may have never known why they are there and what they are fighting for, they just happen to be very ‘lucky’ to be chosen as those who serves the country. One thing should be noted, nobody wants to die in vain.

When You Say You Love Me – Josh Groban

Like the sound of silence calling .. I hear your voice and suddenly I’m falling.. Lost in a dream.. Like the echoes of our souls are meeting.. You say those words and my heart stops beating.. I wonder what it means.. What could it be that comes over me?.. At times I can’t move.. At times I can hardly breathe..When you say you love me.. The world goes still, so still and silent.. When you say you love me.. For a moment, there’s no one else alive..

You’re the one I’ve always thought of.. I don’t know how but I feel sheltered in your love.. You’re where I belong.. And when you’re with me if I close my eyes.. There are times I swear I feel like I can fly.. For a moment in time.. Somewhere between.. The heavens and earth.. I’m frozen in time.. Oh, when you say those words

When you say you love me.. The world goes still, so still and silent.. When you say you love me.. For a moment, there’s no one else alive..

And this journey that we’re on.. How far we’ve come and I.. Celebrate every moment.. And when you say you love me.. That’s all you have to say.. I’ll always feel this way

When you say you love me.. The world goes still, so still and silent.. When you say you love me.. In that moment, I know why I’m alive..

When you say you love me……. When you say you love me…… Do you know how I love you?

When You Say You Love Me – Josh Groban

Note:

satu lagu favorit yang mengingatkan gue pada masa2 romantiks di bulan Februari-Maret ‘05 waktu gue lagi intern di UNESCO, dan hampir tiap hari bolak balik pake Luna dan ditemani ama Josh Groban dan virtual G.. hihihi.. Oooo.. I’m never gonna forget those times.. G, Ma Armastand Sind!! Aitäh!!